so many screw-ups in time management. poorly written essay. choosing to not pass up physics problem set due tomorrow. missed issues meeting. not preparing thoroughly for class. all these tell-tale signs of my increasing complacency and irresponsibility.
it really has to end!! what really did it for me was the english paper, which i turned in 5 minutes before the deadline. it's not even about the grade i think...just seems inherently wrong to choose to not do well when one can.
i feel ashamed for being so unlike myself. i would take nerdy, need-to-go-work-and-perfect-everything sheila over complacently-free sheila anyday. let this entry be a reminder to myself everytime i decide to waste time and come online...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
being a bad student
at 9:13 PM
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stitch darling everyone has their off periods... don't be so harsh on yourself! at any rate, i'm sure thing s will be much better now that you have scolded yourself. haha. i will submit a poem for issues, and i hope it'll cheer you up in a little way. :) even if u think its lousy!! i haven;t been writing for a long time :(
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