Monday, March 2, 2009

promise to self

i am going to finish writing this damn essay before i sleep. preferably before 2 am. :( never again will i be this complacent about my work. one thing i've realized is that just because i tend to do okay with academics doesn't mean that i have the right to slack off and hand essays in late. i've overstepped one of my new years resolutions about being kind to myself...i'm TOO kind to myself; i delude myself into thinking that all will be fine, when quite frankly, this esssay on aggression in To the Lighthouse and Jacob's Room is quite crappy at the moment.

need to pull through these next days so that i can have fun this weekend (Lovely Choir Recital on Sunday!) and then next week: Portfolio Deadline, Cn's visit (!!!), and formal-ing :). oh back to Brown on the Friday 13th March. yikes. i can't believe i'm going back next weekend; it's just crept up on me like a quiet beetle lol.

okay. will start writing now.

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the Cambridge sky is turning a cobalt blue. i've never seen the sunrise here before; i'm wondering if i should hang around and watch it come up behind all the old colleges and clock tower, or if should try to finish up my essay quickly and sleep.

2 comments:

Laurane said...

you stayed up ALL NIGHT to finish your essay??

sheila said...

i stayed up 'til 6 am...but i still managed to get 4 hours of sleep, so it was fine! it's never going to happen again though :P