it's easy to be happy sometimes, but in this case, it's easier to be miserable. i want someone to solve my problems for me and i want to go home. i don't really care about anything at the moment. even graduate school applications are starting to seem less important; i've been thinking for awhile that maybe i'm not cut out for academic anyway. i just want to get better and to solve the bug problem because rest is my only consolation, therapy for physical and psychological fatigue.
i hate that you can't solve my problems, and i hate that i am angry with you.
i should have stayed in providence over thanksgiving to handle my work and applications and just rested. oh well it's so typical that we have to learn our lessons the hard way.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
want to go home
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hullo sheils, hope things are a bit better by now! hang in there and be a TROOPER. <3 if there's anything at all i can do, you holler okay.
thanks mich, i shall do my best!
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