long weekend love

Providence was graced with beautiful, almost-spring like temperatures this weekend so naturally, i was very very happy throughout. i spent a lot of time by myself cooking, reading, writing, baking, walking around in the sun. it was DELIGHTFUL. even better than the sophomore year spring break i spent alone on campus. simple living! - college students just don't know how good they have it.

and now it's back to academics... rehearsed jp presentation for two hours today, crazy. i hope it goes well. my partner and i are doing a dialogue on euthanasia, of all things. (the other topics were cloning, the mysteries or meaning of life, genetic engineering, artificial insemination, surrogate mothers... lol) also, i just checked the calendar and realized that i have a big essay coming up this week. will try to work hard and enjoy it.

i half want to delete all those depressing entries below, but i think that deleting them would make all those feelings less worthy, less genuine. we should always affirm our feelings, and try not to feel guilty or ashamed of them even when they take us to far flung, irrational expanses of human thought and emotion. i guess it's enough for me to say that i've moved on, and i'm happy about it. this semester's going to be good :).